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* i dreamed pete doherty somehow miraculously got his shit together, became a literary critic (???!!!?) and his rite of passage from shambolic to respectable & put together was removing the libertines tat/carl's handwriting from his body.

i d e k

how are these dudes even back on my radar and being emotionally taxing and messing up my ch'i? oh yeah. someone posted about ONE DIRECTION RPF on fandom_secrets. JESUS.

* beatified fire princess of ballet & her +1:

* sometimes she reminds me of yulia volkova from tATu. (ALL RUSSIANS LOOK THE SAME!!!!!!)

* catty hater bitch moment of the day: masha kochetkova hanging out with keenam kampa so much is making me like her less. UGH. WHY DO I DISLIKE KAMPA.

at first, i thought it was jealousy because i'd love to be her, but like. i don't feel this way about, say, aurélie dupont and i want to be HER much more?

mysterious irrational dickbaggery on my part.

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INORITE I sort of had to work at getting myself back into the groove of them, and then it was great for a week, and after that it was like, oh yeah, I remember why I quit this fandom/pairing! I don't actually have the spoons to worry about Peter Doherty and his life choices!

nevar 4get: "They’re the most extreme band I’ve ever worked with. It’s sort of not rock’n’roll. I don’t know what it is. Mental illness, probably."

in retrospect, i should have tagged my libs posts 'mental illness probably'.

and it's so hard to stop thinking about the logistics of their relationship once you start, i only let go when i'm like, truly, exhausted or something else requires at least 80% of my attn. they're awful. just terrible.